Wednesday, May 13, 2009

放弃

无可否认地说,我很热爱华文,
中华文学,历史,不能说爱得发狂,但是是情有独钟的。

中六,不知道为什么我的学校有点可笑,
理科班的学生竟然不可以多拿文科班的科目。
哈哈,可笑可笑!
所以,为了做个孝女,(华人百德以孝为先)
我毅然放弃,弃文从理。
唉.......谁让我不爱当老师呢?
谁让我生在这块无法令我身展拳脚的土地?
我开始有了杜甫和袁崇焕的感觉了,哀哉哀哉!

有些朋友说,你不读华文了吗?
好可惜.........
有些说,这是现实,忘了你该忘的吧!
我又怎么能忘得了,我又怎么忘得掉?
以前对华文的冲劲,怎么都转移不了到别的科目上。
这一点上来说,我觉得自己有点像痴情的杨过。
可是现在的我,务必要做那个陈世美。
毕竟我还是姓陈的。

悬壶济世,我不是不要,其实,也算是一个理想。
但是我,的确想要执笔渡世。
或许许多人呀,觉得我这个人,怎么老发穷酸梦?
哈哈,怎么?
穷酸?有什么大不了的?

自古有鲁伯,弃理从文路,
今有女杨过,为情而割爱。
欲如公羊生,穷酸潇洒路,
奈何不如祖,却如其孙哀。
愧对温师傅,有苦心难诉,
愿天怜苦吾,驱走世美途。

1 comment:

  1. hi! so long din chat with ya adi... looks like u're not updating ur blog lately??? well...it is indeed a waste that u dun keep up with ur chinese studies... a great waste... since someone like me who cun stdy this subject can feel the waste... haha XD. well, life is not a bed roses... try not sighing for sometime, accept it and recognise it as part of ur life and one of the process u need to go through to grow up... everything happens has a reason behind. try to look through it.^^ i've learned quite much since then... haha. hope u too. all the best! gambateh!

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